https://abyss.blujai831.dev/ 2026-07-27T08:18:08+00:00 https://abyss.blujai831.dev/ https://abyss.blujai831.dev/lib/exe/fetch.php?media=logo.png text/html 2026-06-01T19:53:55+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:abandoned_elementary_school&rev=1780343635&do=diff Abandoned elementary school (Namespace: start) Type A1-bfhrt: subconscious event site, blended, fluid, hazy memories, recurring, traumatic Occupants A giant dark blob that chases you around the school and pushes you and laughs at you and throws food at you text/html 2026-06-10T16:33:19+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:abyss&rev=1781109199&do=diff Abyss (Namespace: start) Type A2-cr: subconscious nexus, confining, recurring Occupants All of my start, directly or indirectly, besides Jaime, Sophie, and Kate Connections Black void Exterior Ocean(?s) Immediate interior Everywhere else in start, directly or indirectly Abyss is a place inside my mind. I've learned that between myself and its contents, we comprise an text/html 2026-06-04T20:49:56+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:airport&rev=1780606196&do=diff Airport (Namespace: start) Type A1-bcfh: subconscious event site, blended, confining, fluid, hazy memories Occupants Airport security, pilots, passengers Connections Mannequin city Surrounding city Empty parking garage This is where you end up when you get off the plane Shopping mall The mall blends into the airport text/html 2026-06-10T16:32:38+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:black_void&rev=1781109158&do=diff Black void (Namespace: start) Type A3-r: subconscious independent, recurring Occupants Jaime Giant looking in from outside Abby Personification of Abyss Connections Abyss Inside the big black tangly ball Suitspace(?f) Internal communication is possible to the black void from inside suitspace Museum in outer space(?s) text/html 2026-06-05T12:32:36+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:cabin&rev=1780662756&do=diff Cabin (Namespace: start) Type B3-rs: autojected independent, recurring, stream-of-consciousness Occupants None remaining Dad (former) Mad old toymaker Alice (former) Toymaker's granddaughter Daisy (former) Clockwork android number six Singer (former) Clockwork android number eleven text/html 2026-05-31T18:00:15+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:car&rev=1780250415&do=diff Car (Namespace: start) Type A1-cmrt: subconscious event site, confining, clear memory, recurring, traumatic Occupants Driver (varies, usually Mom) Connections Most other places This car can drive us about start. If we wish hard enough for it to come pick us up, it can take us away from places where we don't want to be. text/html 2026-06-10T16:39:39+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:civic_auditorium&rev=1781109579&do=diff Civic auditorium (Namespace: start) Type A1-brm: subconscious event site, blended, recurring, clear memories Occupants Lecturers, court officials, gallery attendants Connections Land of the big funky bugs(?f) Auditorium exists in the town square as a forum/parliament/courthouse text/html 2026-06-04T07:54:41+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:dad_s_house&rev=1780559681&do=diff Dad's house (Namespace: start) Type A1-chrt: subconscious event site, confining, hazy memory, recurring, traumatic Occupants Dad Tenant Oliver Captive Connections Mannequin city Surrounding city Suitspace Bathroom can be reached from suitspace's red spades portal Dad lives here. text/html 2026-05-31T18:11:06+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:empty_parking_garage&rev=1780251066&do=diff Empty parking garage (Namespace: start) Type A2-bcfm: subconscious nexus, blended, confining, fluid, clear memories Occupants None known Connections Mountain city Exists in this city Mannequin city Also exists in this city (it's the same garage) University The outdoor walkways of the academic buildings eventually blend into the parking garage text/html 2026-06-10T16:46:47+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:featureless_white_room&rev=1781110007&do=diff Featureless white room (Namespace: start) Type A1-cht: subconscious event site, confining, hazy memory, traumatic Occupants Dad Takes people here Connections Suitspace(??) This room is underneath suitspace but cannot actually be reached from there See shadowy figure. text/html 2026-06-10T16:36:03+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:flying_castle&rev=1781109363&do=diff Flying castle (Namespace: start) Type B2-cfrs-: autojected nexus, confining, fluid, recurring, stream-of-consciousness, negative Occupants Penelope Princess Dad (clones) Mutinous regents Connections Tower(?s) Castle has two lookout towers, unsure if they're the same one as the one in the text/html 2026-06-10T16:38:38+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:forest_mountain&rev=1781109518&do=diff Forest mountain (Namespace: start) Type A2-fhr+: subconscious nexus, fluid, hazy memory, recurring, positive Occupants No direct occupants known Connections Ocean Surrounding area Mountain city Laid out throughout the mountain Valley of acid rain Out on a cliffside over one of the beaches text/html 2026-06-10T16:39:21+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:friend_s_house&rev=1781109561&do=diff Friend's house (Namespace: start) Type A1: subconscious event site Occupants Mysterious girl (former) Connections Forest mountain Underlying environment Mountain city Surrounding city Land of the big funky bugs(?f) Subsumed into this place A mysterious girl once lived here. The house itself was a simple wooden place, with a chandelier over the dining table, and a staircase in the back leading to an upstairs area. Out to the side of the house was a garden with a few ponds and an a… text/html 2026-06-03T18:15:53+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:grocery_store&rev=1780510553&do=diff Grocery store (Namespace: start) Type A1-bcfm: subconscious event site, blended, confining, fluid, clear memories Occupants Cashier Connections Mountain city Surrounding city Shopping mall This is an outlet in the mall All of my favorite foods and whatever I'm craving can be bought here. However, if you go there late in the day and wind up still trying to finish your shopping trip after business hours, you could end up trapped in the grocery store and even end up having to live in i… text/html 2026-06-05T23:26:16+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:hell&rev=1780701976&do=diff Hell (Namespace: start) Type B3-rs+: autojected independent, recurring, stream-of-consciousness, positive Occupants Lucy Queen Dad Lucy's loathsome, pathetic little pet snake Connections Mine shaft Hell is at the bottom of the shaft Flying castle Hell can be reached via a ritual in the throne room text/html 2026-05-31T18:00:58+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:high_school&rev=1780250458&do=diff High school (Namespace: start) Type A1-m: subconscious event site, clear memory Occupants Theoretically: high-schoolers, teachers, staff Connections Infinite offturn Leads to and from the school It's nice to sit on the steps of the school's entryway waiting for the text/html 2026-06-05T23:31:27+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:hotel_hospital&rev=1780702287&do=diff Hotel/hospital (Namespace: start) Type A1-bcfhrt: subconscious event site, blended, confining, fluid, hazy memories, recurring, traumatic Occupants Dad (clones) Several pedophiles (not actually all the same guy) Daisy (former) Captive Mom Patient Connections text/html 2026-06-01T20:12:15+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:infinite_offturn&rev=1780344735&do=diff Infinite offturn (Namespace: start) Type A3-cm: subconscious independent, confining, clear memory Occupants Monsters that chase you down the sidewalk (only at night) Connections High school One end of the offturn Mountain city Other end of the offturn Only the car can be used to traverse this offturn to go between the text/html 2026-06-10T16:39:08+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:land_of_the_big_funky_bugs&rev=1781109548&do=diff Land of the big funky bugs (Namespace: start) Type A3: subconscious independent Occupants The big funky bugs Connections Mine shaft This place is reachable from the shaft by digging one layer down Forest mountain(??) This place exists directly beneath the mountain Friend's house(?f) That house was subsumed into this place text/html 2026-06-10T16:35:29+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:mannequin_city&rev=1781109329&do=diff Mannequin city (Namespace: start) Type A2-fr-: subconscious nexus, fluid, recurring, negative Occupants Mom, May, Alice Visitors Dad Resident Mannequins (other residents) Connections Mine shaft From the mine shaft, dig up instead of down Ocean(?s) This city is an island Thrift store Part of the city text/html 2026-06-10T16:46:28+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:meat_locker&rev=1781109988&do=diff Meat locker (Namespace: start) Type B3-crs-: autojected independent, confining, recurring, stream-of-consciousness, negative Occupants Dad Semi-sentient tumor at the end of the flesh tunnel Connections Flying castle This is a secret room in the castle Thrift store This is a warehouse in the back of the store text/html 2026-06-05T23:29:17+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:mine_shaft&rev=1780702157&do=diff Mine shaft (Namespace: start) Type A2-cf: subconscious nexus, confining, fluid Occupants None known Connections Wasteland The shaft is dug in the sands of this place's beach Mannequin city Dig up instead of down Land of the big funky bugs Dig one layer down Hell Dig to the bottom Other connections probably exist text/html 2026-06-03T22:00:02+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:mobile_shelter&rev=1780524002&do=diff Mobile shelter (Namespace: start) Type A3+: subconscious independent, positive Occupants All start who are considered “selves,” but none who are considered introjects Also a bunny Connections Mannequin city Surrounding city Network of swimming pools If you wander off from the central room of the shelter you end up in a labyrinthine indoor pool text/html 2026-06-04T07:37:31+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:mom_s_house&rev=1780558651&do=diff Mom's house (Namespace: start) Type A1-bhr+: subconscious event site, blended, hazy memories, recurring, positive Occupants Mom Tenant Connections Forest mountain Underlying environment Mountain city Surrounding city Car Parked outside In one of the mountain city's residential clearings is a small cottage. It's a bit cheaply constructed, but it's charming and comfortable. text/html 2026-06-04T06:51:23+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:mountain_city&rev=1780555883&do=diff Mountain city (Namespace: start) Type A2-fhr+: subconscious nexus, fluid, hazy memory, recurring, positive Occupants None specific known (could be anyone) Connections Ocean Beaches reachable via road Forest mountain Underlying environment Mom's house Part of the city Friend's house (former) text/html 2026-06-10T16:32:54+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:museum_in_outer_space&rev=1781109174&do=diff Museum in outer space (Namespace: start) Type A3-cf: subconscious independent, confining, fluid Occupants All of us Lost visitors, sometimes Connections Civic auditorium The auditorium is an exhibit hall in the museum Black void(?s) The museum is in space This is a space station whose interior is a museum with the colorful and vibrant atmosphere of a theater. The floor is covered in black carpet with a neon-multicolor geometric pattern decal. All the walls are lined with framed pai… text/html 2026-06-01T04:18:15+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:network_of_swimming_pools&rev=1780287495&do=diff Network of swimming pools (Namespace: start) Type A2-bfmr+: subconscious nexus, blended, fluid, clear memories, recurring, positive Occupants None known Connections Mountain city Network has terminals in this city Mannequin city Network has terminals in this city University Network has terminals inside the dorms text/html 2026-06-04T08:30:44+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:news_station&rev=1780561844&do=diff News station (Namespace: start) Type A3: subconscious independent Occupants Kate(?) Reporter Connections Mannequin city Surrounding city Valley of acid rain Exists here as well in the form of the secret base beneath the toolshed From this high-tech radio tower, a news reporter oversees text/html 2026-06-10T16:35:17+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:ocean&rev=1781109317&do=diff Ocean (Namespace: start) Type A2-fmr+: subconscious nexus, fluid, clear memory, recurring, positive Occupants None known Connections Abyss(?s) Immediate exterior Wasteland Large island Witch island Small island Orphan island Small island Forest mountain Large island Mannequin city(?s) Very distant large island text/html 2026-06-04T09:38:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:orphan_island&rev=1780565905&do=diff Orphan island (Namespace: start) Type B3-s: autojected independent, stream-of-consciousness Occupants All start who are considered “selves,” but none who are considered “introjects” Connections Ocean surrounding area Children estranged from their families have gathered on this small island and formed a thriving port town. There should be an adult somewhere, anywhere, but no one believed them, so they had to do it all themselves. text/html 2026-06-04T07:18:23+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:park&rev=1780557503&do=diff Park (Namespace: start) Type A1-hrt: subconscious event site, hazy memory, recurring, traumatic Occupants Mom, Dad, May Picnickers Connections Forest mountain Underlying environment; park tapers off into hiking trails in several directions Mountain city Surrounding city Mom and Dad often take text/html 2026-06-04T08:37:54+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:pharmacy&rev=1780562274&do=diff Pharmacy (Namespace: start) Type A3-bh: subconscious independent, blended, hazy memories Occupants Pharmacist (who is a big funky bug) Customer who wants a bottle of dried garlic cloves (also a big funky bug) Connections Land of the big funky bugs This building is present in the land's town square text/html 2026-06-01T19:53:29+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:public_bathrooms&rev=1780343609&do=diff Public bathrooms (Namespace: start) Type A2-bfhr-: subconscious nexus, blended, fluid, hazy memories, recurring, negative Occupants Varies Connections Network of swimming pools If you turn enough corners and end up deep enough in the bathroom, it becomes a swimming pool Meat locker You can also end up in the meat locker from getting lost in the bathroom text/html 2026-06-04T20:50:13+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:shopping_mall&rev=1780606213&do=diff Shopping mall (Namespace: start) Type A2-bfm: subconscious nexus, blended, fluid, clear memories Occupants Customers, staff Connections University Dorms somehow lead to the mall eventually Thrift store Part of the mall Grocery store Part of the mall Pharmacy Part of the mall Public bathrooms Part of the mall text/html 2026-06-10T16:47:11+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:start&rev=1781110031&do=diff Headspace “Headspace” is what I call the interior of Abyss as viewed through a variety of dissociative lenses that distort and fictionalize it into something fantastical so I don't have to think about it as hard. I won't elaborate much on each location (i.e. won't give each location its own page) because I don't think it would be very useful to my healing process. I text/html 2026-06-05T23:28:23+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:stranger_s_house&rev=1780702103&do=diff Stranger's house (Namespace: start) Type A1-cht: subconscious event site, confining, hazy memory, traumatic Occupants Dad (clone) Unknown man who lives here (might not actually be my dad but my mind has lumped them together) Alice (former) Captive Connections text/html 2026-06-10T16:46:58+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:suitspace&rev=1781110018&do=diff Suitspace (Namespace: start) Type B2-crst: autojected nexus, confining, recurring, stream-of-consciousness, traumatic Occupants Singer Overseer Mom Singer's stuffed rabbit Connections Stranger's house Through the blue diamonds portal (leads to the bedroom) Dad's house Through the red spades portal (leads to the bathroom) text/html 2026-06-04T09:04:20+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:supervised_visitation_office&rev=1780563860&do=diff Supervised visitation office (Namespace: start) Type B3-bht: autojected independent, blended, hazy memories, traumatic Occupants Dad Visitor Anabelle Visitor Staff Connections Mannequin city Surrounding city Here, Anabelle visits Dad and torments him. Anabelle accepts continued molestation as a fair price for the joy of seeing his stupid pathetic father suffer. text/html 2026-06-03T20:50:20+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:thrift_store&rev=1780519820&do=diff Thrift store (Namespace: start) Type A1-bfh-: subconscious event site, blended, fluid, hazy memories, negative Occupants Staff, customers Connections Mannequin city Surrounding city Meat locker Warehouse in the back of the store Shopping mall This is an outlet in the mall This is a clothing store run by mannequins and frequented by mannequins. text/html 2026-06-10T16:36:55+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:tower&rev=1781109415&do=diff Tower (Namespace: start) Type A1-c-: subconscious event site, confining, negative Occupants Singer (former) Prisoner Mom (former) Singer's stuffed rabbit Dad (former) Prison guard Jaime Personification of the whole area Connections Wasteland Surrounding area Flying castle(?s) Downstairs, possibly? text/html 2026-05-31T17:59:05+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:university&rev=1780250345&do=diff University (Namespace: start) Type A2-bfm: subconscious nexus, blended, fluid, clear memories Occupants Students, professors, staff Connections Forest mountain Underlying environment Mountain city Surrounding city Empty parking garage You could end up here if you wander too much around the upper-floor outdoor concrete walkways of the academic buildings text/html 2026-06-03T20:32:32+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:valley_of_acid_rain&rev=1780518752&do=diff Valley of acid rain (Namespace: start) Type A1-r-: subconscious event site, recurring, negative Occupants None remaining Dad (former) Mad old toymaker Alice (former) Toymaker's granddaughter Daisy (former) Clockwork android number six Singer (former) Clockwork android number eleven text/html 2026-05-31T17:23:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:wasteland&rev=1780248205&do=diff Wasteland (Namespace: start) Type B2-rs: autojected nexus, recurring, stream-of-consciousness Occupants Abby Vulture who sits perched on a dead tree that I was supposed to protect Jaime Pile of rubble where the tower used to be Connections Tower (former) Once stood in the center of the wasteland text/html 2026-06-03T21:14:06+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headspace:witch_island&rev=1780521246&do=diff Witch island (Namespace: start) Type A3: subconscious independent Occupants Abby Witch of shade Alice Witch of rain May Witch of sun Connections Ocean Surrounding area This is a tropical island covered in a dense jungle. In a clearing in that jungle live three elemental witches who personify the weather.