https://abyss.blujai831.dev/ 2026-07-27T09:18:23+00:00 https://abyss.blujai831.dev/ https://abyss.blujai831.dev/lib/exe/fetch.php?media=logo.png text/html 2026-06-10T16:04:12+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:abby&rev=1781107452&do=diff Abby (Namespace: start) Pronouns she/they/it Subjective age(s) ageless Name origin Abyss Color black (#313a3d) Sign n/a Animal corvid, or vulture, or cephalopod Abby is the personification of Abyss itself, in its entirety. She identifies most closely with its very bottom, underlying everyone and everything else. text/html 2026-05-28T17:55:17+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:alice&rev=1779990917&do=diff Alice (Namespace: start) Pronouns she/her Subjective age(s) 8, 20(?) Name origin Alice in Wonderland Color main: periwinkle (#9fc4ff); memories: sky-blue (#79ccff), turquoise (#5ed2ec), sea-green (#90d198) Sign diamonds Animal mouse text/html 2026-06-06T11:39:37+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:dad&rev=1780745977&do=diff Dad (Namespace: start) Pronouns he/it Subjective age(s) ageless Name origin IRL familial relation Color black (#313a3d) Sign spades, clubs Animal snake This is the sick bastard who did this to me. Normal version is mask-off, his honest self, a monster, a nightmare entity, something that hurts children for fun. Fake version is who he pretended to be. Downtrodden, self-sacrificing, self-abasing, poor little pedophile doesn't get to see his kids anymore. text/html 2026-05-28T17:57:26+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:daisy_may&rev=1779991046&do=diff Daisy/May subsystem (Namespace: start) Daisy May Pronouns he/they she/her Subjective age(s) 6, 18 6 Name origin Daisy Bell, specifically as sung by HAL 9000 in 2001: A Space Odyssey unknown, probably some cartoon Color yellow (#e1b046) text/html 2026-05-28T17:48:04+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:jaime&rev=1779990484&do=diff Jaime (Namespace: start) Pronouns they/she/it Subjective age(s) n/a; 32 bodily Name origin birth-assigned nickname Color gray (#99b1b5) Sign n/a Animal robot, golem, bluejay This is me, kind of. There isn't actually any single one of us who's me. I'm more of a role played by whomever's home. text/html 2026-05-28T17:48:31+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:kate&rev=1779990511&do=diff Kate (Namespace: start) me,Sophie don'tShe'sthink...was.Abyss Pronouns she/they Subjective age(s) 22, 27 Name origin dream Color white (#ffffff) Sign n/a Animal panda, angel (how many angels can dance on the head of a pin?) Kate was created as a perfectionist to appease our mother. She carried us through our academic life. She has since descended once into text/html 2026-05-28T18:00:15+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:lucy&rev=1779991215&do=diff Lucy (Namespace: start) OliverPenelope/Anabelle Current Before last split Pronouns she/her Subjective age(s) 28 9 Name origin Lucifer Color red-orange (#f4560c) rose-red (#dd2e70) Sign spades Animal hellhound, red fox demon I'm not sure exactly when Lucy formed, but I think it may have been when I started learning taekwondo to try to stand up to bullies. I was reintroduced to her when she broke out of text/html 2026-05-28T18:01:15+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:mom&rev=1779991275&do=diff Mom (Namespace: start) Pronouns she/it Subjective age(s) ageless Name origin IRL familial relation Color pink (#f4abcd) Sign hearts, diamonds Animal plushie After I reported to my mother the abuse that my father had perpetrated, she broke up with him. She, a then-single mother, had to singlehandedly raise a traumatized child who could barely function. She loved me with all her heart. Probably at least three, no, five, no, ten times as much as most parents love their kids. I… text/html 2026-06-04T23:48:07+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:oliver&rev=1780616887&do=diff Oliver (Namespace: start) Pronouns he/they Subjective age(s) 4 Name origin unknown Color outside reexperiencing: jade (#59b17b); during reexperiencing: olive (#9ba555) Sign spades Animal puppy Oliver holds the memory of the bathroom counter incident. He used to be a part of text/html 2026-05-28T17:59:04+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:penelope_anabelle&rev=1779991144&do=diff Penelope/Anabelle subsystem (Namespace: start) Penelope Anabelle Pronouns she/her he/they/she Subjective age(s) anywhere from 3 to 6 9 Color rose-gold (#d58d5c) (or was it copper?) copper (#d57d5c) (or was it rose-gold?) Sign spades, clubs text/html 2026-05-28T17:52:53+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:singer&rev=1779990773&do=diff Singer (Namespace: start) Oliver Pronouns she/they Subjective age(s) 12, 11, 4 Name origin temporary self-chosen last name from many years ago Color current: lavender (#998ed7); past: purple (#9832b6), mauve (#b485c9), plum (#975181) Sign hearts text/html 2026-05-28T17:47:48+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:sophie&rev=1779990468&do=diff Sophie (Namespace: start) introducedactuallybailed out Pronouns she/they Subjective age(s) 25, 31 Name origin online friend's cat Color brown (#bd4d4f) Sign n/a Animal tabby cat Sophie was created to take over front once Kate was no longer needed. We had finally gone back to college and graduated, and had no life plan for after that point, especially in the wake of the COVID-19 pandemic and the simultaneous resurgence of fascism around that time. I believe, perhaps too optimis… text/html 2026-06-05T12:31:48+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://abyss.blujai831.dev/doku.php?id=headmates:start&rev=1780662708&do=diff Headmates These are the people who live in Abyss. They were broken off from me through my dissociative mechanisms and pushed down there through redshift. Selves: * Jaime * Sophie * Kate * Singer * Alice * Oliver * Daisy/May * Penelope/Anabelle * Lucy * Abby Factive introjects: * Mom * Dad How to refer to us On the outside, all of us just see ourselves as ego-states of